Guys

I know not all guys are the same but in my school, they are. They are all jerks. My friends that are guys arent though, but they go to a different school now. One day, I was judging our school's dodge ball tournament. I called this one guy out and he kept saying, "Out!?!" I thought he was joking but then he started to swear big time at me. It really hurt me and I left to go talk to my cousin who was supposed to be at my school. He left without saying goodbye though. Then all the other guys started to yell at me. Its bad enough that my friends dont go to my school anymore because they go someplace else, but now all the guys turn on me? What did I do to them to make me deserve this. Then all they do is update their status' saying, "Playing uno tonight." Which is a drinking game, stupid jerks

Crushes

Have you ever liked someone? A lot of people have liked at least one person in their life. See I have this problem. I like this boy who I grew up with. Every time I don't see him I convince myself that I don't like him but when I do see him again, its the same feelings. I have liked him for about eleven years now. I know, ridiculous right? Now that we are older, I barely see or talk to him. I try and see him, but when I do I get really embarrassed. I know I should put an effort into talking to him, but its just so hard. I have had my fair of crushes but no boyfriends. I did ask someone out when I was little but my best friend asked him just that morning so he rejected me. I think that ever since then I’m really secretive about this subject matter.

This is how I feel, and roughly around the time I actually started to like him ;)

What I'm going to talk about

Ok, so I'm new to this whole blog thing. I am probably just going to blog about my life, i dont know bout that, and about stress. Everyone has it and there are different ways to work through it. I will probably talk about sports, music, books. Anything I feel like. So the link to get to this blog is dreamer-strees thats because, one thing. I had no clue what i was putting >.< and two, I have alot of stuff that I do and I will relieve some of my stress on here :D